finally getting around to watching the haunting of bly manor and god...the writing is so good
not just the writing but the composition, the camerawork, the acting, the deliveries, its so good
#cosmic chatter #text #the haunting of hill house is mike flanagan's previous work and its genuinely a masterpiece #as these are horror shows tho #god pls look at the warnings on doesthedogdie.com #ESPECIALLY for haunting of hill house theres so much graphic stuff there #bly manor isnt as bad imo #im only on ep 5 tho #i know what happens at the end but so far its not as like #scary or graphic #theres a few scenes #thats all i gotta say tho
hrrgh...its a feeling sad day
im cryin yall
i was solo for this whole game im so aaa
after they left, i was able to upgrade my shield to a red one since i got 190 crafting material. from there, i hung around that location as the ring was closing in. before long, there were 3, then 2. someone dies in the ring. i know that, whoever is still alive, is there with me.
as luck would have it, it was a lone enemy bangalore. we sniped at each other, used our ults (which missed both of us lmao), and then i decided to reposition into a building to heal as i had a phoenix kit. if they had gone after me maybe they coulda won it. i could hear them getting antsy, and, as shaky as i was, i decided to engage. to my surprise, i was landing my shots (i had a flatline and a Crap-Ton of ammo cuz, well, yknow, no fights). they couldn't even break my shield before i eliminated them
im still jittery after that. the moment i loaded into the match w no teammates, i thought "theres no way im gonna win this thing". it was rlly lonely, hearing bangalore talk to herself. hit me in some kinda way. when she started saying that it was gonna be an easy win, i was like "oh god no" bcuz me??!? im not good at shooters
but here i am
#cosmic chatter #text #apex legends #apex #HUGE RANT THERE BUT IM STILL SO AA #i will say that ive been playing better :3 #i got a whole squad wipe earlier and saved my teammates #also managed to down someone with a sliver of health #i mean i died afterwards cuz there were 2 other ppl #but like i was like wow! i did that1 note
my shoulder hurts: :[
thinkin abt my fursona gizmo: :]
me: oh cool! some chill people! maybe i can finally play certain video games more ofte-
the people: *uses r slur* *makes ableist remark* *makes ableist remark* *constantly makes gross jokes* *uses r slur* *makes ableist rema
#cosmic chatter #text #this is abt league which i mean yeah its league #but like i rlly genuinely enjoy playing league but its a game i CANT play alone #and its so hard to find someone who plays league who hits ALL the marks #bcuz like...sometimes you come close! #but then u learn that they're largely ableist and man #wish ppl didn't throw neurodivergent/disabled ppl under the bus yknow4 notes
rn i think my biggest struggle is coming to terms with the fact that im likely disabled? idk its, i dont wanna say weird to think abt but thats the only thing i can think of?
#cosmic chatter #text #my chronic pain gets so bad its actually debilitating but its just like #when i have the good days and can do stuff i just #idk i feel like im blowing it out of proportion/that im lying abt it #which i know is a symptom of basically meaning that yes i am disabled #but ahh1 note
hey gaymers if you ever wanna play as a dinosaur in an mmo, path of titans good
aaaaa!!! it makes me!!! so happy to have good rakan games!!!!!
i love one (1) himbo bird man
i still can't get over how the league event is basically a dating sim
#cosmic chatter #text #it's silly on one hand but on the other im :/ #like i know ionian culture is based off japanese culture but it just feels rlly disrespectful? #i'm not japanese so i can't rlly say for certain but i wish they didn't make it all...anime yknow #like theres so much more to japanese culture than anime #im hrrrrr