anxious ace from outer space
cosmic | they/them + fae/faer | 20 | white
i've been forgetting to look here fhdsflksjd
anyways hello! i have trolls brainrot now
man im rlly glad that my job is paying for my doctor's appointments bcuz $210.65 is a ridiculous price for just having my ankle looked at + an x-ray done to make sure i didn't fracture it. no prescriptions or anything, just medical advice and an x-ray for $210.65
has the waterfall discord gotten bad? i haven't been active there at all and my activity on here has been fluctuating. it sounds like a lot happened oosh
people are kinda weird abt tone indicators and it's rlly unfortunate actually
this is mostly stuff on twitter but like...there have been cases of ppl harassing others for not using them and its so ??? y'know? like, tone indicators are rlly helpful, but speaking as an nd person, i can hardly remember them. the only ones i know at the top of my head are /j, /s, /srs, and /gen
it just, kinda feels like ppl are just tryna infantilize autistic ppl again by assuming we don't know anything and that we need to be protected or whatever. also feels like ppl use others not using tone indicators as a chance to prove they're "better"/"morally superior" or as an excuse to harass ppl and it's very :/
i really just love how your character has sketches for every quest in the game. feels very good and organic and also gives the journalist more personality i love it sm
y'know it's kinda weird when a classmate dies
i didn't really know the kid, i didn't even remember his name at first. the more i read it in the newspaper, the more familiar it became. seeing that he went and graduated from the same school i did made me realize that we could've been in class together. finding his photo in the yearbook was a memory of being in genetics
i didn't talk to him. i didn't talk to the girl who died, either, she would've been a year too young for high school. i knew her last name, though, it struck a chord with me. she wasn't the focus though, no, the article focused on my classmate and his best friend, the only survivor of the crash. no mention of the brother she's going to leave behind, how her parents haven't told him yet
what were they doing out at 4am during a pandemic? on a day where the snow was melting and the roads were wet and dangerous. out for a joyride, there's no other reason i can think of. you know, there had been a car accident a few years prior to when i started attending that school. teachers still seemed pretty affected by it, they held it in memory every year. shouldn't they have known better? now they're gonna be another group of kids who died because of a car accident, another pair of names to be added to that memorial
it's just...it's weird. i don't like dwelling on it. i don't know why i'm dwelling on it
people were not meant to eat six croissants within a short amount of time
everytime i log in im like "aw man i wish it was called the splashboard"
hi! im gonna try and stream some hades :'0
finally getting around to watching the haunting of bly manor and god...the writing is so good
not just the writing but the composition, the camerawork, the acting, the deliveries, its so good
i've got so many episodes of the adventure zone to catch up on aaaaa
im cryin yall
i was solo for this whole game im so aaa
i basically kept my head down for this whole game, avoiding fights. i then proceeded to get really lucky, finding a purple evo at the satellite. i scanned it to see where enemy teams were and then decided my destination from there. from that point on, i just kept moving to the next ring, opening any chests and gathering any material i could get along the way. i ended up just...observing a squad bcuz they were by a replicator i wanted to use. i wonder if they saw me, just jumpin in a friendly way (god no i wasn't going to shoot)
after they left, i was able to upgrade my shield to a red one since i got 190 crafting material. from there, i hung around that location as the ring was closing in. before long, there were 3, then 2. someone dies in the ring. i know that, whoever is still alive, is there with me.
as luck would have it, it was a lone enemy bangalore. we sniped at each other, used our ults (which missed both of us lmao), and then i decided to reposition into a building to heal as i had a phoenix kit. if they had gone after me maybe they coulda won it. i could hear them getting antsy, and, as shaky as i was, i decided to engage. to my surprise, i was landing my shots (i had a flatline and a Crap-Ton of ammo cuz, well, yknow, no fights). they couldn't even break my shield before i eliminated them
im still jittery after that. the moment i loaded into the match w no teammates, i thought "theres no way im gonna win this thing". it was rlly lonely, hearing bangalore talk to herself. hit me in some kinda way. when she started saying that it was gonna be an easy win, i was like "oh god no" bcuz me??!? im not good at shooters
but here i am
scoliosis gang rise up but in a way that doesnt trigger your spine pain